“Falling for someone is easy but falling for someone who is also falling for you is a miracle.”
I have got this quote from one of my favorite Korean dramas which I watched years ago. It still remains in my mind up to now. Since then, I have been wondering if that miracle will ever happen to me in this lifetime?
During the past period of time, I was kind of a person who easily falls for someone. I always fell for someone who makes me feel like “He’s the one I’m looking for“. Guess what? I don’t even know myself whether I really loved them because I was normally interested in someone who has met my criteria. Once, I fell for someone, I would be very obsessed with him. I would think about him every single day. I would do anything to get his attention. I have never cared if he loves me or cares for me or not. I guess I valued “qualification” over “feeling”.
A sad thing is, it does not mean that the one I am interested in, is also interested in me. Another sad thing is that I always ignore the ones who are interested in me and pay attention to the one who I am interested in. That is the reason why I believe that this miracle might never happen to me.
Now, I have started to realize that “feeling” is way more important than “personal qualification”. Of course, I am still looking for the one who has met my criteria but I won’t set it as my first priority like before. I am looking for the one who will feel about me as same as how I feel about him.
For now, I am truly enjoying my single and independent life. I am also working on self-improvement because I want to make sure that I am ready to be “The One” for my future Mr. Right.
Like I mention in my previous post (A Single Lady), I am no longer interested in an immature relationship.
I am looking for…
~ The one who makes me feel like he is “The One”.
~ The one who is willing to hold my hand for the rest of his life and walk through all the good and bad times together.
~ The one who will never let me go no matter what happens yet hold my hand tight and face all the problems together.
~ The one who will treat me like a queen because I am going to treat him like a king too.
~ The one who loves the flaws in me.
~ The one who wants to grow old with me.
~ The one who makes my “Life Miracle” happens in this lifetime.
~ The one who makes me disbelieve that “true love does exist but not for me”.
(Well… I am being so dramatic here!) 😀